well 77's post , excluding the double post . It mean lucky seven , lol , well i lobstering xD today was count OKAY . Managed to do some work . Speaking of l7 , i going maple as soon as i got my com . Although it's childish , but i feel it's a sort of achievement to see i manage to train every exp ! :) crazy pig , what s always call me, Lol , abit correct. At this moment , i left with 15 days i think of dotaing and maple ! Haha , ok ok . Enough talking . I going finish up mole ! I going reach my aim !

So close yet so far .

o my god ! 16 day to o level ! Fuck fuck ! Hmmm supposed to study at yh house , in the end ! Ya... Hmmm was doing a math and stuck on a question , after i spend 30 min choosing what to study , and when i decided what to read on . It's so late le . So i managed to study one chapter -.- wasted another day :( sad sad sad . I just reliese that i put in so less effort on my o level , so i will do my best for the rest of the time ! Hmmm , i can do it ! Xiang xin jui ke yi , bu xiang xin jui bu ke yi . Wo xiang xin zi ji . And i decided to put my aim down for o level , a aim that i can achieve !

wow , what a rest day i have , i woke up at 12 and have a long nap at 4 till 7 lol ! Did no revision today ! Hmmm , well i supposed to meet them at libray , but i fall asleep ! Hmmm ya , a good day at home

wow , what a rest day i have , i woke up at 12 and have a long nap at 4 till 7 lol ! Did no revision today ! Hmmm , well i supposed to meet them at libray , but i fall asleep ! Hmmm ya , a good day at home

wow , should count a good day today , excluding what happened 15 ago . Lets talk about today , hmmm went to libray with cousin , plus cadman to study , but in the end , only me and cadman doing ! Lol . After that went to play arcade , so relaxing ! Played stacker and the hook candies de , fun ba ! Cadman so lucky -.- . By the way , a saw a parent so strict with it's children , shouting at him just because he don't know how to answer ! O god , some more she just walk away like nothing , but lucky she come back . It's there a necessy to be strict to such a extent , what's going on with human .

Taking about just now , my super wonderful sister requested to btw food for her , ok so i did . And when i call her come down that , she ignored . Firstly my mum hang my call , make me so mad , i went home and told her , if i ever hang her , she don't kp . my wonderful sister make me quarrel with her , so i don't care , well this not the first time!
And i ask her return me the money , she say i am stingy ! Wow , great , she say it's worth 4.30 , while i requested for 5 . So i toss a dollar to the table , and pay the fuck 30 cent , she still say i stingy , i cursed her death and deny any money ! To the true , she try return me the money , but i don't want coins , i want back my note! I told her before i brought the food . So this went on , my mum complain to my dad . All i did is to talk really peacefuly to my mum , and she raise her voice ! Asking me to go bang the wall and die . There , now's she there crying , all the fault went to me . What a great day ! I being treat like a dog to buy food for her , hmmm ya , i did have some fault . But , if your reading this , my good sister , like i said , i would not forgive you . This the second time le ,i hate to be in this family , i just don't belong here , sucks .

I will rmb this , i hate this life !

back from yf house , was planning to study , instead i went dotaing . Hmmm , i can sense he is helping me , asking me to do my work , but i just can't . Hmmm sorry .

I was so wanting to get the truth ! Now when i know about it , should i be happy or sad that this the way it's happening ? Ar , so tired .
Tml going to out with cousin , hopes it's going be fun and relaxing !

What's happening to the earth !

back from joel house , wow her sister go celebrity talent , lol ! Owned with slay at dota . Hmmm suffer a nail cut during bball and think it's infected . I feel warm and have no str -.- thanks nat !

Hmmm , i seriously wonder , am i irrating , or simply annoying , haix . Life is like this , i lost hope on human . if is like what the people thousand year predicted , that doom day coming , i kind of want it. A quick end to my misery .
Sometime , i enjoy reading books , it create a moment that allow me to escape all this though i facing ! It enrich me with knowledge , dreams and hope . Magic , demons , dragon , vampire . If they do exist , i wish i am them ! Ar , give me another book to escape all this 'life'

I will end with , i am tired with all this lie , but i will force myself to look on the bright side and survive this curse .

life goes on without any changes , hmmm . Found out something , world is changing , even all those promises , close moment we share during those holidays , all since to change . Kou shang shou mei you . But there already a problem there ! Hmmm, it's like , human is so weird or should i say amazing ? Hmmm , so disappointed with myself and ... Ya !
Results have being the same , but i have being working hard for it ! Ya , i believe i can score well ! And and , since comparing with others is so tiring , i decided to compare with myself , to set a aim and break it ! Like miss ow said , aim higher score higher , ya !
Gradution day today , should say fun , i at there zi high , lol lol . Haha , after that lunch at je and slept at home , hmmm ya that's right !
Let me end with , thanks for all the patience s ,

SO BOREEEEEEEEEE, now at cousin hse juz to post, lol !! to those tag fuck u to me in cbox, no thanks man ! lol, hey yh,xh,zc i updated le . i juz went back from plaza , that's all , bye life

nth much to do nowadays ! prelim and i is actually not studying -.- i think today lit can juz pass ar !!! currently watching hot shot ! hahaha nice nice, last few day at cousin hse play PS ms -.- hahah quite fun sia !! that's all , bye folk

woah woah woah , boring day ! nth much to do. planning to stay at home and finish up my mocking bird !!! ar life is so bore nowadays hmmmmmmmmmm. ok gtg !

you make me wanna call u in the middle of the night,

Basicly , i am doing nth now -.- i am at cousin hse , agian ! too boring to stay at home, starting was planning to go out with cousin to shop or with family , but in the end no! duh -.- i am at their hse now obviously not . hahah , so boring and that dumb jessie go shock me asking me abt how's the paper today, and the problem is i not having any paper today -.- make me worry that i missed a paper or what ! ass . ok nth much to talk abt , juz to thanks cadman for all the advise ! =) jy to u !

I decided to be with her !!

UPDATE !!!!!!!!!!!!