feel like explaining ! But never mind . Only when you asked ba .
Happy birthday sis ,

everything that has happened is all my fault. seiorusly. so welllllllllllllll don think too much. just feel like saying this ! it's true

haha , quite happy today that i found my wallet which was lost months ago :) quite funny when the person told me that my wallet was found in sentosa !
Should not say too much , just glad that i can get back the neo prints ,and some cards , although mostly are stolen and my wallet are ruin by sands :(
Ok i am quite happy :)

Don't know why , i just feel quite lonely in this moment , i mean it's like i am falling back and no one there to catch me . It's just like i am living in this world alone. It's quite scary man ,
I am going mad if this com't , maybe i just need some concern and care , or even attention , i don't know !

O , karen , i misses you :) if only i can tell you everything , ya ya ya ,

current donnoe what to do , after dying for 25 times at boss in game 1 . lazy play le ! wanna service myself but no money =.= so suan le ! i soooooooooooooooo not tired, rakion no ppl on. gunbound i don wnat play alone, lost interest in dota toooooooooo !


so what now , what can con't distracting my attention , my thoughs .
who knows.
bye.

so late le ! Hmmm . Suddenly just think of the time that you cried , oh that's so sad , ar ! Just a thought out of no where , don't say i emo :)

I feel like leaving a scar or whatever on my body to rmb you , i know it's like mad , dumb and even perverted ! But still feeling this way la . But no fear , ys is not so stupid to go slash wrist or do what shit , cause i believe my body belong to my parent , so ya ,

shag,

ar donnoe why

k really don't know what to update on ! perhaps what i did today !

k , today went out with aloy and joel to suntec plus bugis !! we roam around to look for aloy speaker, then we went to bugis to look for joel belt ! nth happened LOL, just that i missed my DA mouth performence :(

HAPPY and SAD

Woots ! haha , i am buying my laptop by myself . actually i don't mind. and i suggest de ! butttttttt what important is U. why does u give so much comment mannnnnnnnnnnn ! i know la , my bank acc is ALL ur money, like i say, i only LENT. and i will work and pay u back. what more do u want !

first say use the money from there is u , now kp 1 also u , i know it's UR money. but not like i won't pay back right. and hor , other ppl all gt their child bank acc for themself, then why can't I , but actually ur quite right too , the money inside is all the allowence u given me, and i save bit by bit up ( including my ang pows) ya ! so it's URS.

fine fine, i just smile :D hahahahahhaha , any friend that read this, send me a joke thanks.

FOLLOW MY HEART , WHICH IT ASK ME TO GO TAKE A LONG BREAK AGAIN ,
OK BYE.

i hate being dam sensitive like what i am feeling now ,
i fucking need some1 to confide to
ar, how long will this last again .
this sucks

ok finsh the job le. shoik ! nth much , ciaoz

i will juz pretend i saw nth
cuz it's a decision i never regret
but i am still full of worries .

by right today is not the day that going out with them ,but suan le , fated ! i mention twice and actually he din know . i don't really know if people do read my msg or they just skip through , who knows , ( not blaming or what, juz my thought)

ok, trying very H-A-R-D to control this feeling,
i hope i don't lose out
becuz when i do ,
terrible things will occur,
so fuck ys :D

ok back and gone ,

back from my long holidays :D sort out some stuff , and ya ! that's all , i will stop the mia .

I really hope this last forever ,