tml will be a better day , ok crap , tml be reporting for jc :) i hope i will last one week :) :) .

It's hard suppressing the feeling , but it's will be nothing more than a friend , because really do love you . It's worth :)

just friend only , please .
Nothing much more i swear
Please , trust me , just friend .
Please .

Happy cny to all

already cold war so long le , what you want ? Haix . Thanks man , you all break the promise , then scold me , kp me . Then everything turn my fault . Excellent :) i will clap for you all . So , now , i will learn how to make someone angry , du lan . While not being the one in fault . Ya , i will seriously do this .

Fuck you .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENIE ZHUO WEN XUANNNNNNNNN ! !


today was so boreeeeeeeeeeeeee , not going bball le ! ytd + ytd ytd is a great day ! we ton at yf hse to play mahjong LOL , dam funnyyyyyyy . actually i don really know what to update of =.= my life is as bore as ... hahah can't think of any comparsion ! k , all i can say is i am looking forward to thursday !!!!!!! where we gang can come together to SHOP again ;D


anddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd , lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENIE ;D ( although u won't see this)

woots ! saw genie again :DD but sian , not really clear ! . o yeh , she in cute verison today , so chioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo la !

lol, i have a good comparison to what i am doing now , i am actually styling hair ( this i hate last time ) , wearing contact lenese ( which i don like last time ) , goin for ear hole ( which i feel gay last time ) , it's juz like de twiilight , belle , cheating on what she promised , actually i don really need or want all this ! i do it cuz i wanna have de feel of "not-the-usually-ys" . u may say i am mad , but going against "bad" make me feel sort of cool .

donnoe what changed me , but this feeling is better .

ARRRRRRRRRRRR. genie FTW , omg , she so pretty, so so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute. ar,but hope the "real" her also like this la ! sian, i don't think i am going to attend such event anymore. cuzz. firstly, i never want someone's attention so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , secondly i want herrrrrrrrrrrrrr . this sucks , de feeling sucks. during de concert , i juz feel , wahhhhhhh if i can know her, that's go GREAT ! arrrrrrrrrrr, i donnoe la , ihate this i really really hate this ! and after con't read de twiilight book 1 and 2 , as usually a world created in my mind , but this time it's worse =.= . after reading for so longggggggggg i am actually feeling what de person was feeling, i donnoe how to explain , but this so . . . ! it sucks !

when i do thing, i get de feeeling when edward left bella , and yeh ! and yeh , and . k nth, i donnoe how to explain this . and i am lazy to remove , so left it here

k , don say i emo , i juz feeling LOST. who am i , and what am i .

hmmm , yes !i make it to poly !!! hhahahaha
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this suckssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
i can't control this feeling well ,
i din really score well for my olvl
i never do well for my standard
i donnoe where to go with my marks
i am stress with my life ,
i have no more aim nor promise
+ yf is gone , no 1 to confront ,
. what to do , :( please reply me like last time , thanks ton