dam , since i can't sleep i decide make use of this chance to post ! Lol . I think cause i nap in the afternoon thus cause me now can't sleep . Like is as bored as usual and i don't know what to do . Can't find any work , or rather should i say i am quite lazy to look for . Ar ! And ya , i do hate my father which is obviously a ..... So bias never mind le , still so kp . I feel one day i would be going mad and kill him with a chopper ! This may seems i am bad , bu xiao , whatever , unless you experience what i felt , then you can scold me ba ! Ya , i do know . My family is much more better than others , there much more poorer , sad people out in the world , i should feel blessed that i have such a good family le . Ya i also know that everyone would have problems ,
But even all this , deep inside my heart , i still felt , it's so UNFAIR .
UNFAIR!

currently waiting to go for de count down party ! hope it won't rain , and be fun ! joel is really a bastard LOL , come my hse take my mum food to eat LOL , ok say hao ting is my mum give him eat first, say nan ting is he cheapo LOL juz joking .. k , hope today would be fun !!!

painful thoughts. fuck up life . fianlly know what's de feeling of heart sinking , this sucks, it hurts ! stupid life , i feel like dying, a solution to all problems, but i no have de courage ba . ppl call this mood swing, i donnoe , but i really hope, i won't feel like this anymore , i feel so stress up , i feel like crying, but after venting out . i felt better .
i should count myself , ermmm.. " blessing in disguise" my life is much more better than many of others, at least i have a family , food , clothing ,
everyone have problems, it's only matter how we are going to handle it ! i know it sucks , but i think i will get over soon ba .

ps: living in this world , it's actually the most painful punishment that one can receive , but it's also can be de best gift one can receive . it's hard i know , but i choose the better side

i just saw a shake speare show , the craft's man play -.- no feeling to express my thoughts

i don't know what to update , i only know i am troubled , disappointed, angry !!! so i think i juz post this interesting stuff which i first saw at skj blog, then lazy do , then i saw at cs blog, which i decide to "play" so here it go, my personality, which is quite true !


You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical
You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

A.Tag 8 people to do the quiz. those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B.Continue this game by tagging 8 other people.

i don want con't this game

1. What have you been doing recently?
i jus came bak from malaysia -.-

2. Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
Yups

3. What happened at 10am today?
sleeping XD

4. When did you last cry?
hmm no idea

5. Believe in fate/destiny?
no idea

6. What do you need in your life now?
aims

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains,or just put on your hood?
neither both

8. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
sleep or use phone to online msn

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
sports 1

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
some1 wishing me a happy birthday , which i was finally 16

11. Do you tend to make the relationship more complicated?
not anymore

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nopes
13. What was the last movie you caught?
THE DAY THE EARTH THIS STOOD STILL ( think spell like tihs)

14. What are you proud of?
being in npcc

15. What does the oldest text message in you inbox say?
nice that u had fun :) bon voyage .... Etc.

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
i believe

17. Do you have any nicknames?
fishball

18. What does your newest text say?
no. place very far

19. What time you go to bed last night?
1 plus ba

20. Are you currently happy?
u can put it tat way ..

21. Who gives you the best advice?
yf

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i don like whipped cream

23. Who did you talked on the phone last night?
erm , no 1

24. Is something bugging you now?
yes ..

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
yf LOL

should i or should i not forgive her , should i do like what yf say ... I really don't know . For now , i am thinking what's life .
Hmmm , kind of stress , i feel there is no meaning , i mean like , we live in a world that we do the same thing every day . Enlightment , i need it !
For friends , i have no comment , we seems to drift further apart , i did what i can , and that's it man .
Hmmm , for study , i fear for english ... Ok don't think too much ba ys .
Ps . Why am i getting so emotional ?

i am so angry ....................... it's no funny at all ............. disappointed

3th dec , muahhaah , the best birthday celebration i have everrrrrr ! thanks skj and yf =) the best part is when they 2 fighting , LOL i there enjoy . then say till yf, he's a idiot LOL, it's my birthday and he the one acutally sitting there, while i serve him LOL , macham reverse like this, haha , but it's fun !! watch-ed the movie , it was great la , at that moment i also release how weak determind i am to live in this world , cuz throughout the movie i was thinking , if it was me i will juz sucide . hmmm . anyway , it's FUN .

ok , went to malaysia ! hmmm , ate and ate and ate LLOL this the only thing i do. then i learn some malay ( to scold ppl ) LOL kokola!!! ok buy many things woots ! so shoik ! and also present la , not like that idiot cadman , won't buy de LOL ok , i update picture ltr, hope yf fast fast online so i can dota LOL

today was suppose to be a happy day, cuz i am celebrating for my birthday !! but , it's juz like last time ! i feel juz normal lor !! but thanks lc for keep cheering me ! yeh , it's fair , after so much i got to watch a good movie , city of ember , HIGHLY RECOMMAND ok ok , that's it . Hope tml will be a good outing !! =)

HAPPY AIDS DAY ,
this is not a insult , seriously , aid are a dam fuck up virus , if only there no such thing exisit ! after reading fatal seuduction , u will understand how i will feel le ! haix

i though of getting contact lense , ear hole, but i think both don suits me , but but , i really feel like having them ? hmmmmm,
finally end of 3 day of work !! haha make a lots of new friends !! and and i even know a wcg rank 4 player HAHA! and issaz taught us how to hong zha bor LOL , he succeed to know a number of a dam pretty girl !! ( lucky only ) yeh , and i know new computer knowledge, abt rams , intel processer all this ! thanks darren !
btw , de third day of my work was quite slack , expect for de part i need go to take the dam trolly ! and somemore de idiot in-charge asked me to pull over which 2 lousy troll , containing 2 box, it's like dam hard la !! i haven reach de hall i start losing hope , i sweat-ed all over ! but i haven even reach there ! dam it ! ok , but thinking of the good pay , i juz con't slowly pull !
hmmmmmm, i juz relieased , 4 four days to my birthday =)) , but but , i can't celebrate with my gang or friends , or any 1 !! cuz i going oversea, ! it's always like this ... haix

ok update of 27th !
ytd reach home 2 plus so never update !
PROM WAS GREAT ! EXPECT ... THE FOOD SUCKS LOL. ok ,
so mornign went to style my hair with joel , woah , dam nice man , first time i feel myself look nice hahah ! i will upload pic later !!! hahah !

ok two main thing to update !!
1) there was this stupid idiot , that step into the train , and just de moment she came in , my ballon burst !!! THEN we all start laughing ( i think yh looked at her ) she start mistaking us having a joke on her , so she went up to me and say some words that i cant catch LOL ( i found out is , HA HA so funny , need me to burst de rest ) ok , then she went off to the next cabin , leaving all of us STUN . then then , she suddenly went back with a pencil , and start to burst my ballon -.- like idiot !! but , actually , when i put myself inside her skin and walk around it LOL < lit , i found out , i also in fault , yeh , so if i see her , i gonna apologise .

2) woah , this really super guilty . i personal want take those automatic cab home , so it will be faster and cheaper ! then yy flag de wrong cab , so we decide to bluff , say we not enough money , wah , this uncle super steady , juz say nbm, u gt how much i take how much , i don even on meter . we was like wah so good , then there fake fake , but half way , really gt very pai seh !! dam it , then the uncle also told yy some stuff , like we honest ( WE ARE NOT ! ) , not like others, who juz run off after taking the cab . hmm so when i heard it , it was like , wahhhhhh !

OK LASTLY , those who took prom pic with me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee send me !!! although i know in all those pic , my smile are ugly =.= but BUT ! it's alright !

woah , today was great !! finally bought my stuff for prom night !! the service was good la xD LOL , only joel and aloy will know . btw , joel is juz a bastard, anything also say ok , LOL scarly not nice he juz say ok !! aloy really rich , perm his hair , but like no effect , wasted 68 dollar LOL rich man!! ok , now i juz hope my flu and cough will recover !

ok update of the day, went to bball , so tiring , i am coughing like mad !! sooooooooooo sian now , nth to do . think tml go get my prom shirt and yeh , that all !!! woots ! btw hitman reborn FTW , for the win LOL( yh TEACH ME DE)

its juz so bore, i got nth to do , i juz prefer days during o lvl , not the stress, juz those day i studying with that bastard wee cheng , fun and laughter !! that's all i want ..... something for me to aim when i wake up everyday !!! ar , it's so bored . o lvl time , say want do this want do that , so much thing can do !!!! but when O finshed , it's seems even empty inside!!! ok , the only stuff i did today was to see hitman reborn !! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRz

omg , coughing like mad , dying soon , one problem after another , starting stomach pain , now cough , flu !!! what up with me mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn ! btw , prom night so troublesome wah lau , shop also hard !! sian

OK, this should be uploaded and discuss long ago , but i forget ....... !
hmm , seriously i wonder , can life be like so peaceful , innocent thoughts of children ! no complex thinking. everyone is no naive , like those children , afraid to touch the water ! lol, cute ! but .. nah , the reality is different !!! if only life can be like this , lifeless world LOL . ok gtg prepare for work , cya folks

ok juz end 1 game of dota, now going bath and bball !!!! no life me ! .....................

YS , done editing ..
Once you read this , Please delete ,
or enter your today post here ^^

BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK, happy 2nd month =)))))))))))))))))))) I LOVE YOU !
ok , 11 nov was full of fun !
12 nov sucks ! lol, i slip and fall down , my knee dam pain !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok nth much to say !


u hurt me when u said "i think you forget"
thanks man , THANKS,

* error corrected.

STUPID

hmmm , so it's all my prediction. So indeed she don't hate me ! All misunderstand , lol . I maybe too harsh ! Ok , i think i going cousin house stay ba , i really hope i can score well . A old habit is hard to conquer

Are you trying to help me or harm me . Keep telling me your progress is slow , are you letting the history repeat ? I don't know , i don't care !

Sorry kaelyn , btw happy belated 16 birthday , old hag . :)

happy one month syahira !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU !
update for 11/10
i managed to read finsh the last chap of geo, LOL and i forget the first chap -.- but i understand better le !!! for emath , i donnoe he doing me or i doing it . dam messy !

ok , today i only finish 20 question of e math , rest of the time i was don't know doing what. I went to cousin house for quite long , -.- about 4h , to eat mac , and slack lor, o ya , audition too , stupid lei , i just can't get myself to sit down and do . Fuck.

went all the way to imm just to change the jacket . Have been lying on bed for so long , but still can't sleep . Suddenly i have the urge to maple , lol . I definately look forward to the genting trip

Ps. I won't let history repeat
Pps . I type this post three time le

today was bad . I may seems to do alot of question , but deep inside i done nothing ! Cause those question , are like use calculator find de . Ar.

today is rest day . Never study , rest ! Like what they say . Relax today , 2x effort tml . Watched wanted at cousin house , dam cool ! Btw . Thanks yh and yf . But i don't think you all know my blog lol !

lol , home sweet home , ok today was disappointed ! S actually suspect i two timing , :( . O ya , i bought a jacket out of urge , lol . And and , i don't think it's nice , -.- mad me . Ok i going sleep le . Later then wake up . Thanks yh

went studying with cadman li lin and a ass . Lol. She mock me about the pronoun of staple . Lol . Ok this study trip went better than i expected . I finish reading though 2 chap of geo . But never rmb those main points , lol . Ok so that's it for the day . I starting want burn mid night oil . But i just too tired ba . Yawn !

Sorry s , can't get any gift for our one month :(

lol , forget update for ytd , i went study with lc and kid , i used 3h do 6 mcq , how great ! Plus plus i can't sleep last night .

Well today was fun , went rail mall subway . Fuck hell , sometime i just hate myself ! I can't stand being dry on hand ! So well only managed to finish 4 question ! Ok , next , we . Yh and me get so excited with the game lol ! So we get john tan to show us his skills , haha . After much looking , i just don't think i suit this game , tiring plus irrating , easy anger lol ! So lets not waste our emotion and time on it yh :) and the day end great , since i have some much problem during morning , i get 2 free games in the end :) so this prove , heaven is fair ! Ok ok time for tv . Bye !

Cause i ~ need time , s i love you !

update of the night , went bball with them , start was like fuck , change place no say , make me go a big round to s b c , and then i wait and call , wait and call . Decide to ask nat instead ! Found out at u s b c . Fuck make a big round back . Wow ! On fire , and play like mad . Now feet dam painful ,

13 more days ! Ya , i believe i can do it ! Ok update of the day ! Time to sleep , night .

P.s , tml erra birthday ! Lol ,

nothing to update , should be count good , cause no problem ma :) managed to finish a few more chapter of chem ! Hmmm , yay ! And and channel 5 tomb raider that girl breast so sexy xD

well 77's post , excluding the double post . It mean lucky seven , lol , well i lobstering xD today was count OKAY . Managed to do some work . Speaking of l7 , i going maple as soon as i got my com . Although it's childish , but i feel it's a sort of achievement to see i manage to train every exp ! :) crazy pig , what s always call me, Lol , abit correct. At this moment , i left with 15 days i think of dotaing and maple ! Haha , ok ok . Enough talking . I going finish up mole ! I going reach my aim !

So close yet so far .

o my god ! 16 day to o level ! Fuck fuck ! Hmmm supposed to study at yh house , in the end ! Ya... Hmmm was doing a math and stuck on a question , after i spend 30 min choosing what to study , and when i decided what to read on . It's so late le . So i managed to study one chapter -.- wasted another day :( sad sad sad . I just reliese that i put in so less effort on my o level , so i will do my best for the rest of the time ! Hmmm , i can do it ! Xiang xin jui ke yi , bu xiang xin jui bu ke yi . Wo xiang xin zi ji . And i decided to put my aim down for o level , a aim that i can achieve !

wow , what a rest day i have , i woke up at 12 and have a long nap at 4 till 7 lol ! Did no revision today ! Hmmm , well i supposed to meet them at libray , but i fall asleep ! Hmmm ya , a good day at home

wow , what a rest day i have , i woke up at 12 and have a long nap at 4 till 7 lol ! Did no revision today ! Hmmm , well i supposed to meet them at libray , but i fall asleep ! Hmmm ya , a good day at home

wow , should count a good day today , excluding what happened 15 ago . Lets talk about today , hmmm went to libray with cousin , plus cadman to study , but in the end , only me and cadman doing ! Lol . After that went to play arcade , so relaxing ! Played stacker and the hook candies de , fun ba ! Cadman so lucky -.- . By the way , a saw a parent so strict with it's children , shouting at him just because he don't know how to answer ! O god , some more she just walk away like nothing , but lucky she come back . It's there a necessy to be strict to such a extent , what's going on with human .

Taking about just now , my super wonderful sister requested to btw food for her , ok so i did . And when i call her come down that , she ignored . Firstly my mum hang my call , make me so mad , i went home and told her , if i ever hang her , she don't kp . my wonderful sister make me quarrel with her , so i don't care , well this not the first time!
And i ask her return me the money , she say i am stingy ! Wow , great , she say it's worth 4.30 , while i requested for 5 . So i toss a dollar to the table , and pay the fuck 30 cent , she still say i stingy , i cursed her death and deny any money ! To the true , she try return me the money , but i don't want coins , i want back my note! I told her before i brought the food . So this went on , my mum complain to my dad . All i did is to talk really peacefuly to my mum , and she raise her voice ! Asking me to go bang the wall and die . There , now's she there crying , all the fault went to me . What a great day ! I being treat like a dog to buy food for her , hmmm ya , i did have some fault . But , if your reading this , my good sister , like i said , i would not forgive you . This the second time le ,i hate to be in this family , i just don't belong here , sucks .

I will rmb this , i hate this life !

back from yf house , was planning to study , instead i went dotaing . Hmmm , i can sense he is helping me , asking me to do my work , but i just can't . Hmmm sorry .

I was so wanting to get the truth ! Now when i know about it , should i be happy or sad that this the way it's happening ? Ar , so tired .
Tml going to out with cousin , hopes it's going be fun and relaxing !

What's happening to the earth !

back from joel house , wow her sister go celebrity talent , lol ! Owned with slay at dota . Hmmm suffer a nail cut during bball and think it's infected . I feel warm and have no str -.- thanks nat !

Hmmm , i seriously wonder , am i irrating , or simply annoying , haix . Life is like this , i lost hope on human . if is like what the people thousand year predicted , that doom day coming , i kind of want it. A quick end to my misery .
Sometime , i enjoy reading books , it create a moment that allow me to escape all this though i facing ! It enrich me with knowledge , dreams and hope . Magic , demons , dragon , vampire . If they do exist , i wish i am them ! Ar , give me another book to escape all this 'life'

I will end with , i am tired with all this lie , but i will force myself to look on the bright side and survive this curse .

life goes on without any changes , hmmm . Found out something , world is changing , even all those promises , close moment we share during those holidays , all since to change . Kou shang shou mei you . But there already a problem there ! Hmmm, it's like , human is so weird or should i say amazing ? Hmmm , so disappointed with myself and ... Ya !
Results have being the same , but i have being working hard for it ! Ya , i believe i can score well ! And and , since comparing with others is so tiring , i decided to compare with myself , to set a aim and break it ! Like miss ow said , aim higher score higher , ya !
Gradution day today , should say fun , i at there zi high , lol lol . Haha , after that lunch at je and slept at home , hmmm ya that's right !
Let me end with , thanks for all the patience s ,

SO BOREEEEEEEEEE, now at cousin hse juz to post, lol !! to those tag fuck u to me in cbox, no thanks man ! lol, hey yh,xh,zc i updated le . i juz went back from plaza , that's all , bye life

nth much to do nowadays ! prelim and i is actually not studying -.- i think today lit can juz pass ar !!! currently watching hot shot ! hahaha nice nice, last few day at cousin hse play PS ms -.- hahah quite fun sia !! that's all , bye folk

woah woah woah , boring day ! nth much to do. planning to stay at home and finish up my mocking bird !!! ar life is so bore nowadays hmmmmmmmmmm. ok gtg !

you make me wanna call u in the middle of the night,

Basicly , i am doing nth now -.- i am at cousin hse , agian ! too boring to stay at home, starting was planning to go out with cousin to shop or with family , but in the end no! duh -.- i am at their hse now obviously not . hahah , so boring and that dumb jessie go shock me asking me abt how's the paper today, and the problem is i not having any paper today -.- make me worry that i missed a paper or what ! ass . ok nth much to talk abt , juz to thanks cadman for all the advise ! =) jy to u !

I decided to be with her !!

UPDATE !!!!!!!!!!!!

Currently doing nth , but look at cousin com , -.- so bore ! back from playing basketball in the rain?! hmm , quite fun !! i won a 1on1 ! but , so sorry ar coleen and gang for not going with you all , cuz i don really have enough money to spend on hmmmmmmmmmmm, ya ? sorry ! haha , hey xh is a pussyCAT , ming ming see 4pia scare, still act not scare ar !!! liar liar pants on fire !

I miss "s"

sia la , boring lifeeeeeeee , thanks xh for finding such a ACT CUTE / girl skin for me, thnaks ar =.= . yawn just woke up from my beauty sleep LOL, feeling so light suddenly sia. dam xh psk ! go pool no jio, what only ! ok , that's all for de boring day -.-

ILY =)

New blogskins , new life , new posts (:

HELLOS ! HELLOS !
JIAYOUUUS FOR "O" LVL
TAKECARE :D

dun let this blog dead .
update ok :D
hahahas

arrrrrrrrrrrrr, god dam it , today chem , SCI , am i rmb waht i promise , now what ? 29 , woah that great, now i need 89% , to push up , god dam me , ARRRRRRRRRRRR . i hate ionic and chemical equation, tml a math = gg field not planning to study le .but anyway, thanks yf. i found out , u help me dam lot sia . arr
I AM SORRY , DONNOE WHAT I AM THINKING.

YTD PLAYED MONSTER HUNTER WITH LEON , DAM DAM FUN , HOPE ALL MY COUSIN GET A PSP AND PLAY TOGETHER , I WANT A TRIDEX SUIT -.-
TODAY, i went from after taking attendence, as i don even wanna go school today, cuz, I CANNNOT FINSH STUDYING MY SUBJECT FOR TML EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that all =)

when to eat today , haha was fun , i was 1 like sweating like hellz AGAIN , lol, gunz with LC , and find he a really really good guy, humorious. was planning to study today de, in the end i gamed de whole day, haix . Good game le ba , anyway, UPDATED =) anddddddddd RAY IS A BASTARD x1000000000000000000000000000000000000
unbelieveable, are u back ? nah, of cuz not .

Hello all YS blog reader,
i'am his cousn which name stated in the credit as? " Ray that bastard"?
TA MA DE?
anyway , exam is going on nowday , hope i work hard for my exam. (not refering to YS) LOL.!
but , i'm not so bad alright, here to wish yS to pass all his subject.
any of his friend find you are bored of feel emo , please find YS. he have plently of time to play VIWAWA with you guys , MSN CHAT , DOTA , And lastly , not forgetting his GUNZ!~

YS , is esy to guess who am i , no need to say also know iswho posting.
cause only you and me have each oher password. or should i say , u are using my account?XDD
anyway , if u saw "RED" colour post , it can tell is the stupid YS posting.
so just ignore it and read the white colour posting that i'm using now. ;DD

alright , post till here!
YS , SAT steamBoat!~~~~~
muahahahhaha
lastly , please delete away the credit " Ray that bastard" thankyou. ;DD
no need me to help u bah? if not ur name gona state there soon. ;DD
CHEER~

AND YS , that previous post not a long post.
the one which i posting right now is call-ed a long post ever in your blog.
happy now?
xDDDDDDDDDD

woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, so long never update le , hahaha . requested by xwg to update hahaha . i was thinking of something , someone , hahahahah . bored ! MYE le , for chi abit gg can't get waht i plan to get , today juz sucks ! ss geo , donnoe y like a feel gonna fail . T.T
TML english , good luck, i need it ! hahaha i alway fail english de ...... juz bless me ba ! I DON KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE LE LA ! -.-
ok this a long post le , cya. if only, if only ....

hmmm , today nth much say , i juz fking hate study ! saw my math paper , all 3 failed ! FUCK. lol , but seriously , i din't put in effort , so that ok . life juz sucks nowaday, everyday is study , juz becuz of a olvl ! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !
p.s i hate to wait.

where the fuck is all my motivation... i am dam stressed today.. i have no idea why .. i feel fking dam fan ... ! wtf sia .. i did study for my test and i actully fail it . it's alright man.. , it's alright..zzz And what next, considering of dropping fnn or not ? i though i am doing well... till i saw other works, mine is like.. bullshit ? maybe ! PLUS ,I am not doing well for my math, A or E , Sci , Geo and even lit ! i felt so useless.. zzzzzzzzzzzzz Tired. Saying all this.. it easy to solve, why don i juz go study , but i juz don feel like doing anything .. wtf .
P.S : PLEASE DON LET ME WAIT aNYMORE , UR JUZ WASTING THE FKING TIME . CAN"T U ALL JUZ DECIDE FAST AND DOn WASTE THE FKING TIME .

why not me !! dared u to do which make me more sian.. if only i was de one being call to do .. ARRRRRRRR . haix

ming ming shou le want forget u .. but why am i thinking of u so offen.. ming ming shou le hui wang le ni ... lang shi jian qu tai ni ... wo hai shi fa bu xia ni ... wo hao mei yong ar ! I <3>

hmmmmmm. hahah tiring day ytd -.- went to de last course for npcc . HTF . hahah it was fun . but kind of lazy to do anything .. starting was scare of doing flying fox but when i went off it was so dam fun man @@ .. kanna sunburn -.- That all .. wonder can i complete my wish, in such manner of playing, joking and fooling around .

Lol... like ppl say .. re you shou shi ye you shou mong HAHAHA . i love ytd dream xD

LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLl. super lazy to post.. feel like sleeping more.. eyes getting blur as the day go by -.- HMMMM . am i getting lazy? LOL haven do my hw T.T . LOVE FRIDAY GET TO TAKE SEC2 lol jkjk.

Lol .. nowadays are normal . hahah. watched movie with cadman and gang. BORING LIFE . struggling with maths.. Emaths. omfg -.- Headache keep coming, it sucks . I seriously miss de pass 3 year.. why i only know how to look back, there seems nothing interesting infront of my life -.-

My aims xD
1) Score well for prelim and get some money

2) 13 point for O level
3) SAVE 500$
4) Slim down -.- get FIT

School nowadays are alright. i manage to do my hw .. hahahah First time. Thanks yf for all de consult and information , or even motivation .. i began to miss my life in dunearn-.- i keep rmbing time at 1e4 and even life of npcc.. time at hta. annual camp , that bbq night. atc , de stupid water , and de hard times. Arrr.. really miss them.

i juz dropped a tear.. i really do love and miss u .. but i noe it is over. arrrr wtf is happening to me .. i thought i say i can forget her .. i sucks.

where are u.. when i needed u .. Now .. my motivation .. i guess it is all over le .. I once forsake de love u given me .. and i think ... all those past are good memorys.. That is all over le . WO HEN FAN , WO HEN TONG .. ARRR , englightment come back . haix

today first day of school quite ok ok .. like ppl say .. we hate teacher = waste our time .. we are de one going take our o's not them . so all my teacher rocks =) and someone din reply me sms for 2 days -T.T ARRR .. WHEN CAN I KICK THIS FKING HABIT .. I AM DOING IT AGAIN . SOMEONE HELP ME i want to speak to u .. but i donnoe how to face u after speaking

finally my turn to use le xD woah first time in histroy we have a family bbq.. so glad .. we cousins done de most... hahah . but sad.. missed de fun with yf and gang... would be super fun there.. but i can't ps my family .. so Ps. long timke no blog .. cuz lazy haha . back from camp was really super duper tired. . muahahah happy new year@@@@@@@@@@ xD ni zhen de shi yi ge wu gui xD