woots ! saw genie again :DD but sian , not really clear ! . o yeh , she in cute verison today , so chioooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo la !

lol, i have a good comparison to what i am doing now , i am actually styling hair ( this i hate last time ) , wearing contact lenese ( which i don like last time ) , goin for ear hole ( which i feel gay last time ) , it's juz like de twiilight , belle , cheating on what she promised , actually i don really need or want all this ! i do it cuz i wanna have de feel of "not-the-usually-ys" . u may say i am mad , but going against "bad" make me feel sort of cool .

donnoe what changed me , but this feeling is better .