a quick post before i going to sleep ! ok , ytd + today was great ! i went mah jong overnight with my cousin :D hahah i really enjoy us gathering together. it's like i can really put my guards down , and juz relax and enjoy the moment with them :D thanks ! hahahaha, ok , i bought my contact lense le , 140$ , if that dog benny not give me pay i sure die LOL, hahaha ok , CIAO .

ok , today will be all emooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo . LOL jk la, i so happy go lucky , emo for what ? juz hope i don spend the whole day looking at computer ! that's my defination of NO LIFE.

wo ming bai le :D ok , suits u

Fuck, i actually believe u for a second that ur going to change, nah, ur not changing ! and i am dam disappointed on u . anyway, who am i ? why should i care, yeh only can do my part to say that all the best for u le .

i think i am far more better than u le , but yeh, i am unclear do i still really love her, or whatever shit, cuz after so much thinking, i only believe that i am just holding on to do the precious moment we spend together, and i can't take it when u drift away from me, ya, i think it's like this ! so i am maybe jealous instead ! who knows! but whatever it is, i have decided not to keep looking back , yy it's right, why keep bother abt the past, since it already past juz fuck it off and con't ur life man. it's not like we can turn back the time and remake our decision. ya, so i ammmmmmmmmmmm so going to forget JUNE. yes , a promise made to myself, all the best to u :D i mean it .

yes, i sure soooooooo going to miss it butttttttttt it's better for both of us ( maybe only me ) whatever, i need time, time . really i will do it this time . i would .

PS: i am fucking disappointed with u . GND
PS: aloy u idiot make me so nth to do for 2 weeks, sian lei !

going watching the concerto for today, cuz i am sick and throat is dam pain ! dam it , should i drink de breezer ytd ! okkkkkkkk, so aloy need 2 more weeks to work , which mean i must work 2 more week and earn lesserrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, it's so sian lor ! Ar! siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn . ok , i go watch le , don really know what to update on. cuz my life is always de same . it's always ------------------------------------------------- which no climax -------^------ hahaahahahah lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ys

woots , today will be going to search job with yy , haha . Then go take the pay , and woots use the money buy dumbbell :) o i go bath and prepare go le . Cya

welllllll, today was fun, i managed to get my new posb card, then apply for de job ! yes !!! k, then we went joel hse mahjong , quite fun ( although i din play much ) k , then melvinder was really quite a fun guy to be with , only he smoke too much _|_ LOL . ok and jesmond make a dam funny joke, it goes,

Melvinder: i have being winning money from blackjack
Jesmond : becuz ur good in BLACKjack

LOL, it go something like this, my memory is failing me , ok i am quite tired looking at de words le , so CIAO

:D

thinking that i lost my wallet make me dam sian now =.= it's was still alright when i found out i lose it . i think cause that time i still believe i will somemore got it back ba ! so wellll, nbm ! what i really sad now is that i lost my baby photo in my wallet , i mean a neo print which is took on thailand ! ok , speaking of neo print , i juz rmb i lost 2 more of de precious memory of SEC 3, haix ! ok , it's desired for us to drift from each other . that's really really saddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

ok tml morning will be going to bank to cancel and make new atm card. ( i mean ltr , cuz it's 12 am le) ok , so its going to be a good daY ! o , will be going back to ijc to sudmit my withdrawn form, quite missing my ogl LOL. then lastly will be going to chinatown to find job, ok, too tired le . ciao !

i really hope someone found de wallet, cuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz what important to me is only de neoprint. ok nbm

ar , i believe i deserve this=.= . anyway sry yh hahaha, ok , what i mean i deserve is , I LOSE MY WALLET ! quite sian, must re-make my atm , plus i haven cancel it ! but it's alright . ok , is i go insult yh first LOl, i go tab my card which is de "children" fare lol , then i call yh listen , then when de moment i go down , i juz release my wallet is gone ! and the bus juz booooommmmmmmmmmm go over us LOL . ok nbm , i believe some kind soul will pass de wallet to the driver, lose money still ok , but don lose my nebo card + atm all this , really trouble ar ! please please, i will have faith !

ok that's all , time to sudoku will that noob lilin till she wanna stop, cuz i owe her one ! hahaha, anywayyyyyyy , goodbye ijc, erm actually gt abit miss it lol... ok don say le . CIAO

hahah , genie for de win !!!!!!!!!!! hahah. yy SAW THAT ! lol , anyway today was quite funny, i spend abt 1 h playing MSN game with that noob sb lilin( who ask u call me fb) hahaha, quite fun , and sudoku was dam LOL.

then the rest of de afternoon was either sleeping eating or reading "keepin faith" haha, nice book :D thanks ar .

o ya, this quote juz came to my mind lol, the strong memory bababbaa than de weakest ink LOL, dam i forget le, but no fear it's in my notes, LOL . de leature solid sia , say 1 week will forget , now haven 3 days i forget le ! hahah. so this say, must tkae notes, so can rmb what we learn!

OPPPPPPPPS, accidently remove de song when i change de skin , so ltr put back ba ! hahah , today will be a bad day, cuz my throat is "cram" together le, goin sore throat le . and and , i drank dam lots of water le , it just does not help haha. so suffer abit tml !

and and , my cousin brought a CPU for 640 + i think quite worth sia, hmmmmmm so should i buy ? i don't really know. if i go into a poly i may consider buying it, cuz i will be workign and have de money to buy hahaha, but again if i go poly i will buy de laptop , hmmm , so seriously i donnoe ! but it's alright it's still longggggggggg .

ok it's 3am plus le , i going sleep soon le ! i have being wondering, is everyone changing , or everyone have being like this, or have i changed? don't know ! yawns , night people

o and ya, i love genie :D

ok , today woke at 6 LOL, and thought i need to go for sch , hahaha then juz rmb it's sat and i drop dead str8 away hahah, ok , today need to cook de tom yam soup for my steamboat tonight , hmmmmm so hope everything go went ( hope it's edible) hahaha ! don't really know what to update abt, and i changed a skin cuz i was too bore ! anyway , leave me a tag if u want me to link u , causeeeee i am not lazy anymore :D

hahah , back home ! fianlly de OG has end , =.= tiring lei , ok , went to jc today, actually it's not as bad as i thought, juz that i really have to be serious and not to fool around, 2 yrs is dam short ! i just need a little more time to adapt :D anyway, if really go in also nbm , cuz i believe i can do it!

i don think if i can be like him , i mean , for de sake of love , willing to change SO MUCH for u, i really don't know, i can't say any empty words now , it's only till i am tested ( which will never happen) haha, but it's glad he is going back to last time , that's cool :D . so ya, i feel dammmmmmmmmmm wanna tell u abt this, since, ytd ytdddddddddddddddddd . it's so hard to resist man ! but telling this being betraying him , so ya, i won'tttttttttttttttttttttt ( but i feel like) u all may think i am mad or not , LOL but that's how things are appearing on my brain , like de devil and de angel side of me haha .

i think i can forget abt u , i really can, i juz need more time , and of cuz . u to end it ! ( cuz it won't start ) sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, juz str8 foward and tell me ba ,

chang tong bu ru dun tong ,

now i do understand , it's not about going where , it's about what you going to do there , there's no point stressing out , being a idiot whineing here and there , all i need is to do well to anywhere i went , yes , i will do my best in anywhere . Hell to life , let me ram over .

Ps . Thanks :)

tml will be a better day , ok crap , tml be reporting for jc :) i hope i will last one week :) :) .

It's hard suppressing the feeling , but it's will be nothing more than a friend , because really do love you . It's worth :)