Fuck, i actually believe u for a second that ur going to change, nah, ur not changing ! and i am dam disappointed on u . anyway, who am i ? why should i care, yeh only can do my part to say that all the best for u le .

i think i am far more better than u le , but yeh, i am unclear do i still really love her, or whatever shit, cuz after so much thinking, i only believe that i am just holding on to do the precious moment we spend together, and i can't take it when u drift away from me, ya, i think it's like this ! so i am maybe jealous instead ! who knows! but whatever it is, i have decided not to keep looking back , yy it's right, why keep bother abt the past, since it already past juz fuck it off and con't ur life man. it's not like we can turn back the time and remake our decision. ya, so i ammmmmmmmmmmm so going to forget JUNE. yes , a promise made to myself, all the best to u :D i mean it .

yes, i sure soooooooo going to miss it butttttttttt it's better for both of us ( maybe only me ) whatever, i need time, time . really i will do it this time . i would .

PS: i am fucking disappointed with u . GND
PS: aloy u idiot make me so nth to do for 2 weeks, sian lei !